look at me, look at the world

what wrong with me? the world seems goes wrong...am i so innocent or the world is insane?

The things that I have desired, decided to do, though have pressed on to live with it just never been fulfilled, or reality. knowing myself very well i am adventurous, ambitious and willing to face challenge, unique and sharp in thinking...but all this attributes have not been doing well for my success.

But the things that I had never wanted to or even expecting just keep coming into my life like waves after waves pushing towards me, until I have to give up my dream one by one, gradually eating up my dreams and I'm in the land of 'no choice'.

I still press on and do not give up, understands the challenges will be greater ahead...the ancient saying 'life is a staging' is so real, each of us are living our very own living story some may struggles, failure while some may glamorous and achievers. While others are watching at us....they are some may support you, sharing the same dreams with you, while some critics, like to passing on comment, or in worst case they slandering on you and influences those support you to be in their camp.....not forgetting those categorized as 'brilliant' people they are perfectionist good in leveraging on others to accomplish their dreams, many times I feel myself like a fool that I became the subjects for for their objective.

Life is a lesson of 'Realistic' it draw a clear line of 2 world, 'winner' and 'loser'...as for me the rule of 'win-win' is just merely a myth.

my favourite quotes^_^Author_Sir Francis Bacon (1561 - 1626)

Sir Francis Bacon (1561 - 1626)
English author, courtier, & philosopher

50. Of Studies
STUDIES serve for delight, for ornament, and for ability. Their chief use for delight, is in privateness and retiring; for ornament, is in discourse; and for ability, is in the judgment, and disposition of business.

Crafty men contemn studies, simple men admire them, and wise men use them; for they teach not their own use; but that is a wisdom without them, and above them, won by observation.

Some books are to be tasted, others to be swallowed, and some few to be chewed and digested; that is, some books are to be read only in parts; others to be read, but not curiously; and some few to be read wholly, and with diligence and attention.

Histories make men wise; poets witty; the mathematics subtile; natural philosophy deep; moral grave; logic and rhetoric able to contend.

7. Of Parents and Children
THE joys of parents are secret; and so are their griefs and fears. They cannot utter the one; nor they will not utter the other. Children sweeten labors; but they make misfortunes more bitter. They increase the cares of life; but they mitigate the remembrance of death

43. Of Beauty
VIRTUE is like a rich stone, best plain set; and surely virtue is best, in a body that is comely, though not of delicate features; and that hath rather dignity of presence, than beauty of aspect.

In beauty, that of favor, is more than that of color; and that of decent and gracious motion, more than that of favor. That is the best part of beauty, which a picture cannot express; no, nor the first sight of the life. There is no excellent beauty, that hath not some strangeness in the proportion.

Classic Chinese Poem （best collection - Part I)............

碧 云 天，黄 花 地，
西 风 紧，北 雁 南 飞。
晓 来 谁 染 霜 林 醉，
总 是 离 人 泪。
- 元 - 王 实 埔 ,<<西 厢 记>>


欲 寄 相 思 千 点 泪, 流 不 到, 楚 江 东。
－ 宋 － 苏 轼

落 日 斜， 秋 风 冷。 今 夜 故 人 来 不 来？
教 人 立 尽 梧 桐 影。
－ 唐 －

昨 夜 西 风 凋 碧 树， 独 上 高 楼， 望 尽 天 涯 路。
－ 宋 － 晏 殊

春 蚕 到 死 丝 方 尽， 蜡 炬 成 灰 泪 始 干。
－ 唐－ 李 商 隐

沧 海 月 明 珠 有 泪， 蓝 田 日 暖 玉 生 烟。
－ 唐－ 李 商 隐

有 缘 千 里 来 相 会， 无 缘 对 面 不 相 逢。
－ 元－ 施 耐 庵