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Life has been tough as I aimed high by setting higher goal, it is expected I can blame no one! For years I have been worked under others helping the organization’s business growth, I thoughts of to be able full control of my time and life, no red tape, no hierarchy, no bias, no politic…..so on so tired of all these, seen enough of all these.

For me working life it is so stressed up, and I wanted to be able to stand on my own feet and run my own business.

Finally, in Jul I gave up my career to run own business enterprise, it came to my surprise I worked longer, worked even harder and inevitable I got double of tension then this before”) easily feel down and rejected whenever my proposal was turn-down by prospect clients.

Day in day out, no matter how hard I tried the result always could not match with the efforts and time that I have invest in…..(sigh). The number of rejected proposals, unfinished works, pending jobs, follow ups, unfinished talks and nego’s has pressurized me and demote my confidence.

I can’t run form it, got to face it and overcome it. Then I start to look for my sources of strength that could endures me in this period of time, where I come from and where my roots is ….and I begin my self-realization journey…..